countdown starts.........

Fear creeping, as I begin to hunt for my saree this weekend. Well, this is it. No turning back! If not now, when?
And it feels right in all way! In months to come... I'd be Mrs. .........

what made you say that

remember when

click here to watch remember when


Remember when I was young and so were you
and time stood still and love was all we knew
You were the first, so was I
We made love and then you cried
Remember when

Remember when we vowed the vows
and walked the walk
Gave our hearts, made the start, it was hard
We lived and learned, life threw curves
There was joy, there was hurt
Remember when

Remember when old ones died and new were born
And life was changed, disassembled, rearranged
We came together, fell apart
And broke each other's hearts
Remember when

Remember when the sound of little feet
was the music
We danced to week to week
Brought back the love, we found trust
Vowed we'd never give it up
Remember when

Remember when thirty seemed so old
Now lookn' back it's just a steppin' stone
To where we are,
Where we've been
Said we'd do it all again
Remember when
Remember when we said when we turned gray
When the children grow up and move away
We won't be sad, we'll be glad
For all the life we've had
And we'll remember when

by alan jackson

Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it, 

without knowing what's going to happen next.”  ~Gilda Radner

window of vulnerability

stray thoughts floats. body unable to do anything beside lie on my comfy bed. plenty of medicine which alters my routine bodily function. a few medical leaves. piled up office work left on my table waiting for my return. parched lips and dried respiratory tract, teary eyes, chesty cough

i have become guinea pig to doctors to test antibiotics. Tested with 3 types of antibiotics in one week.... :( there's lack of ethical prescribing. 5 doctors with same symptoms but with different sets of medication. the best part, they would each belittle the other doctor. 

they performed a scope through my nostrils, i wonder how i co-operated. normally i don't! i guess at desperate times calls for desperate measures. 

i am tired. i am exhausted. all i can think of is being well. 

tomorrow is another day, another deception 

honey i'm home

haha !

blank weekend ! season 6 snippet

blank! blank!

i love gaby !


she's blank'in good ! somehow i think my character is so much like hers! 

lingering thoughts

the weekend has been slow. i love that. i dread working for someone else but the pay checks are good ;) i wish i was a child again. i don't have to work and grow up. it was just years back, i was a student. enjoying the baby i once was. all good times. not a worry on my mind. those years flew so quickly. but now i merely miss that warmth as a kid. now in between preparing for my big day and becoming an auntie soon, i've realized how far i've come.

so i've learnt to fly, but how far would i want to fly? in months things would change even more. i'd be shouldering more responsibilities, ever changing perspective and growing even stronger wings and learning to fly higher. but that feeling returns every time, just wanting to be a kid again. it never dies, the feeling. 

life is a cycle; we would all conceal the pain beneath the pride. not that i'm proud of anything but that is how ironic lives we lead.

maybe being sick is taking a toll on me. the doctor said i could be asthmatic given that my phlegm doesn't seem to subside. if it continues until next week, i'll have no choice but to get admitted.

tomorrow is another day, another sunshine!

Life is not a problem to be solved, but a reality to be experienced
by Soren Kierkegaard

i love you this big

everytime you go away

everyone has dirty laundry!

"Ah, But Underneath" s01e02 snippet

it's the rare man, who understands the value of a single perfect rose!

Watch all series of desperate housewives now! 

s01e01 snippet